Saturday, May 30, 2009

As Far As Me...

Libra- October 1st

today: Look at people and see them for who they really are -- don't fall for their act.

Daily Flirt:

You are going to have some fun today with someone you have a crush on, and the fun is going to be compounded by an unexpectedly rewarding intellectual conversation. Maybe this one's going to be serious.

Daily Singles:

Your going out routine is getting to be too much of the same thing. You need a fresh dose of inspiration. Brainstorm with your friends. Go somewhere new where you'll meet a new crop of potential dates.

(true)

Good Morning Facebook

idk...i just decided since i couldn't sleep, to write about a few thing that were on my mind. Lately i've been looking at my horoscopes. Not that I believe what it is they are saying, but sometimes it interest me, and I record the probability of any of them coming true.

Last night I was high as hell, and something weird happened at the party. Me and my best friend have this weird thing of like feeling the energy of the world, of our enviroment, surrounding, and certain people. Im not saying there was anything wrong with her, or her, or them, but like....idk....Honestly i feel like if i ever explain it would make nooo sense. so i wont. Just know this life thing is sooo weird.
So after the party, me and kara came back to her crib and recorded some stuff. she convinced me to watch "DoomsDay: 2012" while she recorded me. Recorded my reactions, thoughts, feelings, ideas, basically everything I thought about "the last days" Look it up on Youtube, it is quite interesting.
Im thinking maybe thats why i didnt sleep. She went to sleep after that, but i stayed up and watched Steve- O trippin on drugs. Crazzzzzzzzyyy. I could never let drugs get a handle over me like that. I mean, who tripps on weed.....anyone.....exactly

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SOOOO... i dont know what your doing today, but its OZKAR's Birthday MAYhem.
I feel like me and him have been vibin since the constant connect. Like he fits me like a glove, different in his own ways ofcourse, but we always seem to be on the same level.
H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y L O V E...T H I S W E E K E N D A B O U T Y O U L I K E S H I T

paradox (?)

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i be deep in thought like shit.....im just tellin YOU exactly whats on my mind

I feel like with me trying to start relations with the new.... there is always an X factor...lmao
im serious....everyone is either just getting out of an relationship, or still tangled in one, or was never single in the first place. and yeah...love songs are sooooo much sadder when you dont have the one in which makes you think about them in that certain song...make sense.

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Now, as far as my ex, i realize its not something i can just up and walk away from. The distance is easing the pain...for sure. But sometimes facebook isnt much help. We all need closure. i figure distance is mine.
music helps too....she always said that the one thing we will always have is itunes...lol
esp. Drake's album "so far gone" and Kanye's "808's and Heartbreaks"
see....that was my Coldest Winter... omg
I dont regret anything tho. The break- up was bad, but im over it, and this is the last time ill bring it up
but ur on m mind, my mind, my mind
not all the time, but just today...this morning....right now...along with everything else

"Love Struggles but never truely dies"
-Boop-p

"Nothing is Forever except your Forever21"
-i.fresh

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i just like how this picture matches....(this picture)

I wrote this as my status once... it matched the moment
" We ignore those who want us, and want those who ignore us. We love those who hurt us, and hurt those who love us the most"


-next chapter-

Men sell there soul to a demon named lies
they give into sin that often by surprise
lead to revenge and deseat and often from the arise
of the ultimate SIN

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RANDOM THOUGHTS

why is it that whenn Brittany Spears cuts off all her hair, she is crazy!
But people will jock the shit out of Amber Rose?

Whats up with this Swine Flu thing? Is it a pledge? Are people dying? Mexico? Pigs

why do we call them " the bait"? Are we just using them to get to the "bigger fish"?

do u really like me?

What would you do for weed? herb- hunters lol

SOO....remember The Chase.....she said i was too different....and thats cool too!

oh am i rappin you up?

lol